dear everyone,
this is my confession: i have not been fasting since i arrived here. and that's two freaking days! my meal plan is not yet set! how can i fast if i don't have foods?! i could not even buy some beacuse there are no shopping malls nearby!
upon reading rash's blog (21st century nomad), my tears immediately fell. i wish i could be like him. i wish i could meet someone who share the same faith sa i am. i wish i did fast upon my arrival. i know upon confessing my sins, a lot of people will not understand and hate me. i will humbly accept all their ridicule. i will humbly accept all their atrocities. besides, i can not blame them. I did something very unthinkable and unforgivable!
i am wondering why do i have to tell evryone about this? maybe because i need people to get mad at me. i need them para konsensyahin ako. by doing such my conscience would not kill me anymore. maybe it would leave me alone in the night so i could go to sleep very peacefully...
i am pleading for your prayers. i hope i will be able to survive the catastrophe i am going through. please i am begging for your prayers!!!!
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1 comment:
jam. . . talagang sinful yung ginawa mo but Allah will understand you, for sure . . there are many ways para mabayaran mo naman. . magtawbat ka sa Allah jam.. as long as you've learned a lesson from it. ask forgiveness from Him and make it sure not to do it again. yan ang challenge sayo jam. . you're so blessed for having those things you've achieved right now but now it's your turn to prove to Him na whatever happens, di mawawala faith mo saKanya ..
don't worry, isasali kita prayers ko insahAllah. .
ingatan mo lagi sarili mo jan. . wag pabayaan ang health. . . always pray .. pray. . pray. .. never forget to pray. ..Ok??
we are proud of you jam. .
loves you a lot!
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*nakalimutan ko blogger account ko. .
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